Thank You so much for all your kind messages.
I'm doing OK, thanks. One or two little hitches, but I've been at Christie's today and had my 5th dose of chemo-one more to go

and then they will scan me to see if it's worked!!!! Don't know what the next step will be-but I've put a stone back on in weight (still need at least another tho!).
There was a day a couple of months ago when I was VERY low and wanted to just give up-but then my beautiful Charlie walked in the room (doing his many check ups on me to make sure I'm OK

).
He put his big beautiful head on my lap and licked my arm- and I just melted.
That was the day I decided I so wanted to stay with him and love him and share his life and care for him. I honestly believe that day Charlie saved my life. My future is so uncertain-but I'm not going to give up without a VERY good fight!
Thanks again for all your kind messages
Love Alison & Charlie XXXXX